The Poet's Mind Field

Depression in the Bright Sunlight. Fuck it all: A Look inside my brain A look inside madness, I can feel it coming back again, Those raw emotions, Tried to bury so long ago. My own prison cell, Here in my very own mind, A dull gray paint splatters the walls, My breathe, The only sound I hear, The raging silence, Piercing through my heart. I hear, That laugh, In a memory, Somewhere, Now distant, Fading into darkness, Should be me, A distant memory, Standing here, In the middle of a breakdown, Can't tell the world, Sitting here silently, Those memories, Killing me, Here in my prison of my mind, A prison of my own creation. Broken dreams, A Life, Despised, Rejection by my own eyes, Try to close them, My fist smashing into the mirror, Blood, There on the floor, Rejection by my own mind. Pictures, Ripped from magazines, There on the table, Light up a cigarette, Blowing smoke rings into the air, Feeling the rush, A scream, Into that darkness, It has been awhile, Since I'

I love you forever, And another day, I love you more, Then life itself, Today was a fairy tale, You and I engaged in a kiss, I in a black t-shirt, You standing there, Looking kind of afraid. I am in love with a dream, A memory, A place in history, I drank a little too much, To feel you, To see you, My beautiful one, Pull you closer, A tattoo on your shoulder, My name in a heart, Thinking in a bottle, Of misery, And hate, As long as you love me, I will always love you!